I have been very upset about the way my two children have done me by taking away our grandchildren by cutting us out of their lives and breaking up families that used to be so close then the way my mother has lied about me to people , broken up relationships with me and my children. The sister in law who I thought was so wonderful. And truly cared, to find out it was all a game to her. I have fogiven them all.
last night in a dream ,God told me to dig holes and just bury the past and go on to the foundation that he has built for me and that's what I'm going to do I'm not going to let that upset me anymore I haven't done anything to deserve what they have done to me.Jesus didn't deserve what the people did to him. . looked what Jesus did for you and I.
People dont like because I'm a Christian I stand for my Christian belief . I enjoyed having them in my life and I'm sorry that they're not there now but I feel it's their loss and I'm not going to let it hurt me and just ripped my heart out little by little any longer. I thank you God for your clear understanding last night in my dream .Children can hurt you but you can go on. God has a plan for you . ( me) you don't need to hold on to the bad there is good out there as long as you're with God as long as you let him lead you.
I love ❤ my children deeply and my grandchildren, even the one they will never let me see. I pray 🙏 for them. . But I have to deal with this as mouring. I will go on. Praise the lord. Yes I will be emotional at times about the situation, but I know who holds my future🙏
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