Soon we will be starting our veggie plants.

I'll be starting our seeds within the next 2 weeks if all goes well. Will be updating with pictures.

Getting on

I have been very upset about the way my two children have done me by taking away our grandchildren by cutting us out of their lives and breaking up families that used to be so close then the way my mother has lied about me to people  , broken up relationships with me and my children.  The sister in law who I thought was so wonderful. And truly cared,  to find out it was all a game to her. I  have fogiven them all.
 
last night  in a dream ,God told me to dig holes and just bury the past and go on to the foundation that he has built for me and that's what I'm going to do I'm not going to let that upset me anymore I haven't done anything to deserve what they have done to me.Jesus didn't deserve what the people did to him. . looked what Jesus did for you and I.

People dont like because I'm a Christian  I stand for my Christian  belief  . I enjoyed having them in my life and I'm sorry that they're not there now but I feel it's their loss and I'm not going to let it hurt me and just ripped my heart out little by little any longer.   I thank you God for your clear understanding last night in my dream .Children can hurt you but you can go on. God has a plan for you . ( me) you don't need to  hold on to the bad there is good out there as long as you're with God as long as you let him lead you.

I love ❤ my children deeply and my grandchildren,  even the one they will never let me see.  I pray 🙏 for them.  .  But I have to deal with this as mouring.  I will go on. Praise the lord.  Yes I will be emotional at times about the situation,  but I know who holds my future🙏

Leaving the past in the past

Leaving the past in the past , living in the present.

I can't let  people blame me for the sin they are living in .
I am only responsible for what I do, not for others.
If they Do not want me in their life it  is their loss not mine.
God doesn't want my happiness  depending on them.
My hope is in the Lord not others.
I may not have our grandchildren in our life anymore, but we have wonderful  children  at our church who are our adopted grandchildren:-)
I may not have certain people in my life because they believe lies others have told them, but I have brothers and sisters in Christ.
Our family at our church are our family.
I thank the lord for everyone of them.

Time to go on

Lots of things have changed around the collum's home..

Time to just start anew just forget the past. those family members that have hurt us , it is their loss that they will not have  Ray Theresa or myself in their life.

We are so excited for Daisy in minion they will be parents that's a new puppies by around July 13th.

Will be posting pictures and maybe videos if we are able to catch it on video when the puppies are born

Daisy & Minion are going to have puppies

We are excited  around our house. Daisy & Minion are expecting. We should have some grand puppies around July 13.

A new beginning

Going to let the past be in the past. People who don't want to be in my life I pray for for them but I have to go on. Some of them I don't want in my life. Those who say I am cold and heartless that my church made me that way Lord help you.

Ready to see what the Lord  has in store for my husband our daughter and myself.

I do want to know the Lord better. I am ready for his blessings . I want to  do His will for my life. I will not let people steal my joy.

Daisy still missing Cheeto.

Today I pulled out one of Cheeto's sweaters  from the closet, thinking it would fit  Minion. Daisy saw it and had a tear running down her face. She was sad, she knew Cheeto use to wear that sweater . I had to put it up. She had a sad day. We held her and she is doing better now, If people say dogs are dumb or they don't remember anything, they are so wrong. Dogs have feelings and emotions just like we do.

Today daisy is doing much better. We just have to remember that things like that brings back memories even for Daisy.